It is finally over.......

The horse ophthalmologist came and took the lavage system out of her eye and put her on five more days of ointments in her eye......  >:-(  I wasn't happy about that.  She is so sick of being messed with and I am sick of messing with her.  I want her to just be a horse again.  As of Friday, we will be officially finished with all that we have done for her.  Her ear is moving again, her lips are in the right spots, she blinks and is making tears.  It has been a very long, tiresome, and stressful journey.  I have shed more tears than I would like to admit.  I have been angry with all the treatments that are required to get through this.  I can't even tell you how I am feeling right now.  I should be happy, joyful and excited, but I am not.  I am so stressed about all that I have gone through that I don't know how to feel.  I keep waiting for something else because I am a pessimist.  I am glad that we made it through but it has been a tremendous amount of work.  I am looking forward to getting a night's sleep and getting back to a normal life as a horse owner. I will write more later because I have to get up at 4 a.m. to get ready for work and to get up the hill to give her medicine so that I can get back down the hill and to work on time.